Today, I went for the night prayer. Now I feel nothing. Many times that we hear this, we hear it from people,who are empty. They try so hard to climb up but then they feel nothing. But today, I say it not because I feel empty,but because I do not feel fear, doubt, pride, envy, hate, or anxiety. I cease to feel these feelings. And I am happy I do not feel these. I do not feel my baggages- of sin and guilt. Or even loneliness-my greatest fear. Today, as I walk home, I do not feel afraid, I do not feel lonely that I have no one by my side. But I feel contentment. Contentment that I have never felt before. All the fear I once had, seemed to have vanished and although I know they were once there,I am certain they are now gone. Never again will I say something that breaks down anyone,in front or behind their back and never again will I hate those who have gossiped about me or hurt me. For the Lord has forgiven me and I will serve him on his terms and on his terms only.